in a nutshell.

Do you ever just feel dead? Do you ever feel asleep? Do you ever feel like you’re floating by? I feel like I had an extremely dead winter, but now that we’re on the cusp of Spring I feel like I’m starting to wake up again. I want to explore, and I want to laugh, and I want to love, and I want to BE. I sound like a crazy person.
I’ve settled for a lot of things in my life but I’m starting to make decisions that I WANT again, versus decisions that I think I need. I sold my Canon Rebel to help fund my move to Seattle and bought a cheap, little digital camera. This week I decided to sell my little digital and purchase another Rebel from a friend. I have a creative personality, but feel like I’m supposed to stifle it most of the time in order to get anywhere in life. NOT ANYMORE! Being a creative person is one of the biggest blessings I could have ever asked for. We are God’s creation, and as Creation, the most praising thing we can do is, in turn, create.
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